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Phases of school

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Since my childhood I have always hated school.To the point where I wasn't even interested in going to school. I don't remember a single day when I had not frowned and cribbed about it. I have cried,  I have sobbed, I made some or the other excuse to not go to school. This one time I think in the third grade, I had my final exams and I cried because my eyebrow shape wasn't the way I  wanted it to be. God I was so stupid.  Until one day it just hit me that this school thing is going to end. I knew it on the first day of my tenth grade. I remember being so  happy about it.  But God had other plans for me, OBVIOUSLY. The initial period of 10th grade  was the worst. I knew no one from my class, I had friends from nearby divisions but from my class I barely knew anyone. Also I wasn't active on social media so there was no chance of socialising that way.  I tried my best to fit in, which was a really wrong thing to do. All this while, I was dealing with anxie...